Awwww.i don't know where shall i start it.
There's been lotsa things happened in just a few days.
I was like being suddenly so high and low.
But in conclusion, its all going smoothly and normal now.
I think i've did it all right isn't it?
But shall i wait or just go on with my own life now?
1,2,3,4.. dot dot dot OHHH!
I keep thinking of it everytime i went there.
It totally can't get out of my mind.
And i knew this is so silly and this won't work at all.
But i like the way you smile.
I can't describe it via words.
I have to talk to somebody!

05.04.2011
It keeps on running on my mind.
I really don't know how to choose.
I don't think i can make myself over you and yet i need you too.
Its just that the feeling was not that right.
I can't think of anything on shall i go for yes or no.
Feel like in kinda pain and heartbreaking decision.
This is real hard for me.
Urrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I so hate it.so so so hate it.
I don't know whether is this right.
I can tell you that i don't miss you already. I don't.
I don't miss you i just need you.
Things that you've done it too lot and i'm not touched by it.
You're not something that i want.
You're another type.
Can i tell you i need more time.
Can you give me a little more space.
I just wanna take a deep breathe to think of it all over again.
Can i leave here ipoh now?
I wanna leave hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I really don't know how to face all this.
Oh, pleaseeeeeeeeee.

* Shall i go for it or just wait for another chance to come?