19.03.2011

A bad day. i real bad one.

I don't wanna work today. i feel so awful.

Those rude customers really makes me get mad.

I hate it when i talked to you but you just ignore me and treat me like nothing.

I'm standing right in front of you and you treat me like an invisible thing.

I really got no mood to serve you all.

And if you so wanna talk about secrets or so whatever. just go on.

You can just talk about it behind me or when i'm not around.

Don't said it in front of me and some other one just come over and tell me this:

Don't talk so much to her. damn!

Please la.i'm not an invisible la kay.

Please treat me as a human.

Just because i always say nevermind, its okay, just let it be.

You all just shouldn't stand on me and just let it be.

Just because i don't grumble or complaint a single word, this doesn't mean that i got no feeling.

Its just that i don't wanna make more trouble.

I wanna peace world, i don't like to trouble.

So i just forgive and forget.

I know i'll be fine soon. i'll be alright.

20.03.2011 2.20am

I told all my friends i got no feel already.

My friend asked me why you look so not okay today?

I replied i got no feel d.HAHAA.LOL.

Finally i understand the feel of no feeling.

A guy in love with my bff for almost half year.

And i think that guy is not bad, so i always persuade her to accept him.

She told me she got no feel! and i said you'll get the feel soon.

I knew that we can't get the feeling so easily.

So no feel that means no feel.nothing else.

You'll never get the feel unless you try it once yourself.

I can feel the electric shock, that feel from that eye contact with you.

I can get what runs in your mind, and what you think.

My heart beats for you from now on. that's the feel.

This sounds familiar rite? YES! this quote is from a movie.

AWW~

A feel that you can't describe it via words.